Saturday, April 24, 2010
it's just not me.
hello. first paper starts this coming friday. and the weird thing is, i'm not stressed. that's good and that's bad. good so that i won't feel like killing myself. bad because it means that i'm not putting in a lot of effort. and i think that's true. every time i feel like studying, i would go facebook. that's not right. facebook is like so addicting. I MUST STOP. but i can't. cause i'm too addicted to it. and i don't feel or think that i will be in top 10 again in class. haizzz. what's going with me.
i want to be a nerd back!!! i mean, how i look is already a nerd but the attitude. i want an attitude of a nerd which is studystudystudy. i don't care how i look. but i want to be a nerd. hmmm. a lot of things happening in 2010. i want my 2009 back. where i study really hard and pass with flying colours. i want it back so badly. ): but we can't rewind time. that's the thing. anyway, what's the use of complaining... we get nothing. okok.
so, yesterday Charlene came back. and the sad thing is, only some of us were there. it seems like all the students went home early. :X hmmm, before meeting her, me and the others played bball because Charlene had exams so came late. playing bball was fun cause i was in the pro's team. LOL. no laa. but it was just fun. then met Charlene at Macs. then we laugh2 and my forehead kena chilli sauce. wth? i don't wanna say how it happened. then we planned to play bball again near east spring primary there. but then got a lot of people. so we waited.
it was quite late so i went home first. didnt managed to play. reached home at about 5.30. then started with homeworks. anyway, gtg now. bye.